Rainy Morning

I love waking up to a cool rainy morning. Despite the short sleeping hours, I find myself waking up refreshed and alive.

It's another working day, and I'm looking forward to it.

Have a nice day to anyone who reads this! Jaa Ne!!!

Insomnia attack! Despite the heavy medications I am taking due to otitis media, my mind can't find the silence of the night... I don't do well with surprises... Good thing I have my "quiet playlist" which include:

What Should I Do? by Jisun (Boys Over Flowers OST)
Can't Lose You Instrumental (Meteor Garden 2 OST)
Season of Fireworks Instrumental (Meteor Garden 2 OST)
Falling Slowly (Once OST)
God Only Knows (AmEx Commercial Chillout Version) - I couldn't find this version online :( The CD was given to me by a friend
River Flows in You - Yiruma
Rose Garden - (Becoming Jane OST)

I want to sleep so help me God!!!

What Should I Do? Jisun

I gave up my lunchbreak nap to listen to this song and look for What Should I Do? by Jisun - the English translation.

Here are youtube clips and the heart wrenching lyrics of the song.

Spoiler/comparison: This is approximates to Broken Vow of Meteor Garden. Both songs are a trip to a lonely path in heartbreak meadow! Enjoy!!!

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say I’m okay but you really don’t know how I feel
Do you think I’ll be okay without you?
Are you okay without me?
The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?
I don’t think I can do it. The love I find with you, I won’t find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isn’t you no one else can hold my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Are you living each day painfully like I am?
You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

http://redgeofsanity.wordpress.com/2009/04/21/what-should-i-do-by-jisun-ost-boys-before-flowers/

Weekend First

Jaa Ne! I googled this Japanese expression which is an informal way of telling your friends, "See You!"

Just About Anything, Ne!

During my waking hours, I find myself thinking about different kinds of things: books, situations, my favorite story Hana Yori Dango and its versions, parenthood, aging, friends, money, going to my counselor, anyyyything that catches my fancy.

Right now, I am distributing my energy among chatting with one of my bestfriends (who's abroad), writing this first entry and watching Boys Over Flowers Korean version (my background noise).

Jaa Ne!